the weight of an empty life will lessen in the moonlight
if i were a bird, you’d be the first person I’d shit on.
It’s continually shocking to me that you continue to be my friend despite all the not-interesting-to-you stuff I keep pushing onto your dash - you’ve stuck with me through various fandoms and obsessions and still keep being your awesome supportive self through it all. You’re one of my oldest and favourite friends on here (and by ‘oldest’ I mean the friendship, not the person, haha). I am in a state of perpetual awe at your excellent taste in music and I love reading the little things about your life, no matter how trivial or vague or whatever, because you’re the raddest and I love you. <3
I think I knew who you were in fandom long before you knew who I was (I remember reading some of your fic just after finishing the series, and then seeing you around tumblr and being just terribly impressed with your general self). Anyway, that’s not super relevant, I just wanted to say that it’s continually funny and surprising to me that we’ve ended up being friends because I think I was sort of intimidated by you back then?? BUT that’s silly because you are nothing but warm and welcoming and wonderful. And you’re so lovely and have such good opinions on things, and I’m just so glad to have you as a friend.
I don’t know you super well yet, but so far everything I’ve learned about you has made me like you more and more. I remember seeing your old url on my dashboard all the time before I actually thought to click through and follow you (I have no idea why it took me so long, honestly), but once I did I was so glad. We share a lot of the same ships and you make beeeaauutiful graphics which I’m terribly jealous of, and I can’t wait to get to know you better!
I needed a moment to collect my thoughts about you, 15, because you’re pretty much *the best* and I don’t know how to word that strongly enough. We skipped the initial awkward friendship stage just literally by yelling “BUTTS” at each other and it’s been so wonderful since then?? Sometimes I feel like you’re my little sister because we do have such an age gap, and because I remember so distinctly going through the same emotional stuff as you do. But you’re so mature and thoughtful and wonderfully clear-headed for your age that I also don’t really see you as being much younger than me - so in that way you’re a friend, and a really, really good one.
And you’re so smart and sensitive to other people and just a really genuinely great person. I’m so so glad I know you <3
send me a number and i’ll post what i think about you :~)
You have to let me go. Blood starts it, and until the blood stops flowing, it’ll never stop.
I think that person was mostly referring to this post because I haven’t actually talked about him that much otherwise! But I do love him a lot and have many half-baked plans about Riley gifsets etc.
This is all I ever wanted <3
Oh my god I was legitimately worried when you said Will Schuester hahahaa
And Beckett!! She is the best and I can only hope I’m at all like her <3 I hope I’m more like Leonard than Sheldon though, because Leonard’s a little (lot) more respectful of women and people in general. And he likes Buffy, we’re practically the same person! (minus the mommy issues on my end tho)
so right now my job entails standing outside of restaurants and surveying people for about 8 hours a day
which is more than enough outside time for me tbh and on top of that I’m usually outside three nights a week playing baseball, so at the moment I’m sunburnt and dotted with mosquito bites and tired and will probably stay that way for the next 6 weeks or so while this project keeps going at work
but my family, who all spend most of their days indoors, are like “it’s the long weekend! come sit on the deck with us!” and then when I refuse they think I’m some weird lazy cave-dweller for wanting to just sit inside on my first day off in a week